You know how when you are pre middle age and you travel physically
alone
through a few life changing events and you discover how lonely
that it can be by not having a human body next to you to let you know
with a simple human touch or kindness that it will as always work out?
I've put myself there. Tiring.
The whole apartment
hunting thing. This whole sorting and purging and packing and moving
stuff. Trying to get friends lined up to help with moving, or to
respond. Tiring.
Basically pertenearly almost all the major life changing events. On my own. I survived. Tiring.
So, yeah.