Dear Friends of Leith, and all friends who
have been reading me the past
24-hours. Honestly, I am having mixed doubts about going because I did
not think there would be such a large crowd going and I have not been
dealing well lately with being in large crowds and my anxiety levels
skyrocket so I prefer being in solitude so I am not yet sure now what I
am going to do. I feel such the failure for the past 24 hours of
prompting people to go because I am going, and now I don't know if I am
not going or what. Caught in the middle.
